i don't know if my new classmates gonna read this
but, there's something i hope they could understand

i remember my accounting tutor tell me straight at my face
"Seems like you're much a loner sitting alone at this corner"
i was like "What the!! DIAO ~ -_-"" "
but well, i'm quite a loner in fact
i think that's the characteristics of cheerleaders
usually, cheerleaders mix more with cheerleaders
most of the time train and train and train
lesson end, go meet cheerleaders for lunch or dinner
outing, meet cheerleaders sentosa do stunts
especially for me this extreme case
i've got weikiang been helping me for the previous sem
lending me copy his lecture notes and his tutorial answers
previous sem was a disaster
basically, i took mc like drinking water
partly because, i'm sick and i'm LAZY because TOO TIRED from training
seriously lack of the damn disciplines
and the worst thing is that i don't interact with other HTM students
this caused a cause which show its results now
that i've got not much friends in HTM
and whenever there's a change of class
i'm always lost because i've got no friend to help me
of course, thank God for weikiang last sem
too bad this sem different class with him
*SHIT* !!
well, i hope i can blend well in this class
i take a long time to dwell among people
because, basically, i don't trust people :)
because, they don't worth my trust
that's how life works la
it's the same that they felt that i'm not trustworthy
well, its inevitable
i will try hard this sem
thou, i really need to try very very very hard to juggle between going to SENTOSA and TP for training
monday to thursday i need to go back to TP
friday is the only "REST DAY" which i'm going to use it for GYM-ing
ARGH !!
VEX-ed
SCARED !!
HUM JI now !!
haix ~
any good samaritan from my class could lend me a hand?
:|