F-U-C-K YOU Ken
F-U---C-K YOU
[WALK] no more !!
get up and [SPRINT]
don't stay down
DON'T STAY DOWN !!
F-U---C-K YOU
[WALK] no more !!
get up and [SPRINT]
don't stay down
DON'T STAY DOWN !!
Michelle JE marrying soon
05 October 2008
was talking to her in the morning05 October 2008
and suddenly we talked about my cheerleading
i was telling her that i'm training and gym-ing for about 6days/week and sunday is my rest day
she said 6days very hiong, is it because got competition coming
i told her NO but simply because i'm playing the catch up game with other teams in SG and shifus
she said :"And you still want to have a GF?"
i told her :"thats the point ma, i don't think i can have one :P"
i told her :"no matter how hard i trained it doesn't seems enough"
she replied :"SO GREEEEEEDY"
i told her :"Its not greedy, just hungry for improvement"
indeed, no matter how hard i trained, it doesn't seems that i'm improving at all
i only want improvement
yet it seems so far
it is indeed never enough
never ENOUGH
i think i did not work hard enough
again, how hard is hard?
to me, i think i've been slacking way too much this days
Ken, are you satisfied at TTH and extension?
Are you satisfied at TTE?
Are you satisfied?
or you want more?
its no use telling everyone that you want to do liberty when you're not even trying
don't be like a piece-of-shit
shifu say don't thank him until i got my liberty
i want my liberty
i want to say thanks to him
that desire, not because i want to prove to others that i'm good
but JUST the DESIRE that i want to get that achievement
i want it
I WANT IT
when your world breaks apart and your friends aren't there
will you blame them for not being there?
have you ever thought that they are not obliged to be there for you?
so what if they are your FRIENDS?
different people define FRIENDS differently
so i've learn to be independent
do not make others the source of encouragement
because when they fail to encourage you
you will fail
i've learn to encourage myself
pick myself up and walk again and again and again
YET, the time has come
how long more can i stay positive can encourage myself that i can do it
just how long more can i withstand failure?
just how long more can i accept failures in my life?
i only want improvement
yet it seems so far
it is indeed never enough
never ENOUGH
i think i did not work hard enough
again, how hard is hard?
to me, i think i've been slacking way too much this days
Ken, are you satisfied at TTH and extension?
Are you satisfied at TTE?
Are you satisfied?
or you want more?
its no use telling everyone that you want to do liberty when you're not even trying
don't be like a piece-of-shit
shifu say don't thank him until i got my liberty
i want my liberty
i want to say thanks to him
that desire, not because i want to prove to others that i'm good
but JUST the DESIRE that i want to get that achievement
i want it
I WANT IT
when your world breaks apart and your friends aren't there
will you blame them for not being there?
have you ever thought that they are not obliged to be there for you?
so what if they are your FRIENDS?
different people define FRIENDS differently
so i've learn to be independent
do not make others the source of encouragement
because when they fail to encourage you
you will fail
i've learn to encourage myself
pick myself up and walk again and again and again
YET, the time has come
how long more can i stay positive can encourage myself that i can do it
just how long more can i withstand failure?
just how long more can i accept failures in my life?
LEAVE-ME-ALONE please
i'll be fine after awhile
give me a min
thanks (:
i'll be fine after awhile
give me a min
thanks (: