I TRIED to motivate
you told me you're motivated, yet, did nothing

I TRIED to put you down, hopefully you'd realised how lousy you are
yet, you did nothing again

what should I do then, in order to help you?
are you going to blame me at the end, that I did not do a good job in motivating/inspiring you?
that at the end when you achieve nothing, you are going to blame everyone except you yourself for not working hard enough?
I work hard, very hard
what makes you think that you do not need to work hard in order to improve?
I'm disappointed
so so so disappointed
you were among one of those whom i loved dearly
yet, you disappointed me most too
i really hope not to see you again
not because i hate you
not because i despise you
not because i dislike you
but simply because
i love you so much that i no longer know how to face you
especially after giving me such a great disappointment

难道你听不出我们对话里隐藏着我对你的失望吗