fighting hard for life is really good
BUT what if when you are fighting so hard that you lose yourself?
that your friends no longer know who you are?
and when you look into the mirror and you no longer recognise who is it in the mirror?
it's pathetic isn't it?
watched High School Musical 2 today
Troy was in a dilemma
friends or future?
he chose his friends
in this case, i would choose my friends also
because, the kind of future awaits him isn't something worth giving his friends up
HAHAHAx !!
but while i was watching, i was thinking if i were him in a different situation
i hope my friends will understand why i am doing what i am doing
i would have chosen my future instead
YA YA YA !!
people going to start saying that i'm heartless right?
go and think about it
i'm just being realistic
there are a lot of different views
things are always TWO sided
there are many different decisions you can made
there are neither right nor wrong
its AMORAL
it is personal preference and it is your priority
i remember when Joyce was promoted to be a CGL
Shannon told me that "Nonetheless, she has been really a great help to me and to us. I could keep her by my side and continue helping me out. But as a true friend, if we truly love her. We should let her go, so that she can really pursue her destiny"
this is one of the value i kept with me for this long
i believed that if my friends are my true friends
whatever i do to pursue after my dreams and destiny
they will support me till the end
of course, in the course of pursuing my dreams & destiny, if i lose myself they will pull me back on track
and it has been like that since then
[thank you, my friends. I know its about time to go back to my origin]
i guess its about balancing at the end of the day
balancing between friends and future
and this is a challenge to everybody
those who do not wish to fight
they would have compromise and gave up fighting against the odds
but Ken is very stubborn
will not give up without a fight
[FOR A CERTAIN SITUATION ONLY]
and apparently i'm not Ikki
I'm not someone as capable as Ikki, someone who can remains at who he is despite all the situation being thrown at him. He did not only remain who he is, he actually changed every situation that he's in by changing and influencing the people around him
after i fight, if i realised that i couldnt change the situation
probably i will just compromise for the time being and looking for another way out
because Ken is Ken, Ken is not Ikki

-TOPGUN