easter service was fabulous
the moment service starts
surprisingly i found myself miss the days in service
miss the atmosphere
where God's presence was so strong that you can feel He's just right in front of you
surprise surprise surprise
anyway, was hit by a news that i did not expect
or rather something which i thought i'd be informed
xiaoting told me shannon just gave birth to a baby *boy/girl?*(not sure)
sad sad sad
i was not told
how do i express my sadness
i told xiaoting
"nobody tell me anything about it... Great, wonderfull... so proud of my cg members"
and she reply
"you never ask wad. still say people. the last time i asked you said you dunno and don't care also"
hey there
i really hate this kind of reply
what's with "you never ask what"
no comment, all i can say is i'm sad
i sms-ed clara to ask her "hey shannon gave birth already?"
she reply "yar monday, are you coming to explosive sentosa on next sunday?"
oh c'mon
you mean you do not include me in the cg and still dare to expect to appear in a CG event?
and you take it like not informing me is something right to do
its perfectly OK not to inform me
great great great
do you know who is shannon to me?
i knew her longer than you do
do you know how grateful i am towards her
thou many times i looks like i don't like her
let me assure you that i love her more than anyone of you do
she's my very first cg leader
no one can replace her
not even xiaoting
just like no one can replace xiaoting *heeheeX*
*don't want to continue liao*
sucks
this feeling really sucks big time
do i forgive and forget?
you guys are just adding on EXTRA reasons for me to leave
thou i already have a lot of excuses
sucks sucks sucks
