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27 December 2007

as much as i'm concern
i'm trying my very best to be
or rather remain positive
projects are sinking in
nationals is coming
but then
will i be able to pull it through?
or should i just give it all up
and maybe i can concentrate on other things?
like RELAXATION?

am i a bad person?
am i a mean person?
ya...
maybe i am
i can have two different approaches to this situation
Solution 1:
TOO BAD
thats the way i am after i left God
not happy?
go and tell God
Solution 2:
Ya.. i've changed alot...
from good to bad
and bad to worst
Its really time to go and do some REPENTANCE
and go back to God
and probably i will be a better person

Yes !!
i can just go around and tells people off
YES I CAN
let me re-assure you that
I REALLY can if i want to
but that's not the point
God taught us to build each other up
not pulling each other down
how to build each other up?
being positive and encouraging
i'm trying very very hard to be very positive and 仁慈 here
don't push me to my limit can?
i know its a good exercise and training for building patients
but, i scare one day i will just blow up
and from then onwards
probably you will never see me again

sunshine @ 11:54 PM