got so much things going through my mind now
lets talk about the service today
i felt so ashamed of myself
it only takes $8 for a kid in China rural place to study
and this $8 can last them for one year of education
imagine i'm wearing my
Adicolour worth $140+
Levis Jeans worth $100+
Acer laptop worth 1000++
c'mon man
i still think that i need more better stuff
and especially when i'm going to get my pay of about $600
i already PLANNED how to spend it
i mean SPEND all of them
OhMan~
really feel so 惭愧
so i decided to donate some of my pay for charity work
probably $100 or $200
still need to calculate how much money i need
this is purely for my NEEDs not WANTs
see how it goes bah
as i give
i may have less
but God will prosper me
and then i can have more
by having more means i can give even more
Wahahahaha