Note that there are 3 expressions blogged up there.
Joy
Joy
Let's talk about Joy. Joyfully. Joyful.
I got A1 and Distinction Oral for my AO Chinese.
I believe strongly that most of us who has blog will surely update
that whosoever that got A1 or A2. Gladly to say that most of my classmates
got A1 & A2 except about 5 of them I guess. 2 B3 1 C5 from what I know.
Looking at my friend who cried because we all got A1 & A2 but He/She got B3,
I was thinking on that day, this A1 is not what I want. Of course, getting an A1 is all I want,
but, if getting this A1, I make my friend felt miserable, then this A1 = A WASTE.
This is really what I feel. I thought I could share the Joy, but, apparently that I can't
console him/her as I got a better grade than him/her, consoling him/her might make him/her felt even extremely bad. So practically there's nothing I can do. All of a sudden,
the usual counselor nature in me was gone. Helpless. Firstly, he/she don't want to be
helped by me. Secondly, I'm in no position to console. Thirdly, I still trying to
find out why. (lame) But anyway, Praise God that I get my A1 & Distinction Oral
despite I got my A2 & Merit Oral for my O'level Chinese. Expressionless.
I got A1 and Distinction Oral for my AO Chinese.
I believe strongly that most of us who has blog will surely update
that whosoever that got A1 or A2. Gladly to say that most of my classmates
got A1 & A2 except about 5 of them I guess. 2 B3 1 C5 from what I know.
Looking at my friend who cried because we all got A1 & A2 but He/She got B3,
I was thinking on that day, this A1 is not what I want. Of course, getting an A1 is all I want,
but, if getting this A1, I make my friend felt miserable, then this A1 = A WASTE.
This is really what I feel. I thought I could share the Joy, but, apparently that I can't
console him/her as I got a better grade than him/her, consoling him/her might make him/her felt even extremely bad. So practically there's nothing I can do. All of a sudden,
the usual counselor nature in me was gone. Helpless. Firstly, he/she don't want to be
helped by me. Secondly, I'm in no position to console. Thirdly, I still trying to
find out why. (lame) But anyway, Praise God that I get my A1 & Distinction Oral
despite I got my A2 & Merit Oral for my O'level Chinese. Expressionless.
Sorrows
My sorrows. I also don't know. Because there are so much for me to think about.
Too much to the extent that I no longer know which is priority.
Too much to the extent that I no longer know what am I supposed to feel.
All I want is God to teach me how to love unloveable people like gays, elderly,
annoying people ( thou i'm one of them too ), attention seeking people. Lord,
I know deeply in my heart that You've come not for the saved but for the lost.
I'm trying my best, but sometimes it just happended that I dislike them. Elderly,
I love them of course but not to the extent that Lynn can do it. I don't want to use the word "CALLED" because I belive we are to love another like ourselves. Lord, teach me how to do it. Annoying people , they simply annoying!! gRRrr.. Don't want to talk about it le.
Disappointment
I told some people that I was extremely disappointed. People asked me in return
why are you disappointed? I asked myself why? Then I got the answer.
Because I expect and consequence is diasppointment. Then, people asked again,
why would you expect in the first place? I search for the answer thru my brain.
Answer pop up, because I cared. People asked again why would you care then?
I got the answer immediately, because I loved. The moral of the story is that we
bound to be disappointed by others while we expect them to do something.
So what are we supposed to do when we are disappointed? My theory. I said!! It's my theory. Give them a second chance and then third chance and then fourth chance and give till you felt that it's enough, it's beyond your longsuffering ability already.
Then give up. But giving up =X= giving up totally. There's a thing which we can do for them. That's pray. Pray to GOD that they'll realise that they are actually wrong.
Pray that GOD'd make them realise that they are actually unteachable. Then,
you still love them, pray for them and wait for GOD to work in them.
This is specially dedicated to those who disapppointed me and visited my blog.
You know who you are.
If you feel offended.
Do show me attitude.
Ultimately I'll still pray for you, because prayer works wonder. Do you believe?
Surprise
Today, was the CIVICs boring lesson ( I Thought ) Because it was something like Emergency preparedness programme, but eventually it was good. I shall skip all the nonsense that I've created. I shall go straight to the point. In actual fact, I enjoyed the whole programme. Learnt a couple of things. After that me, YF, Grace, Roy, AL, Ben and XH went for dinner. After dinner, YF & Grace decided to walk home (obviously that their home is quite near). While we were talking and walking happily. I suddenly hear I *bam* sound. Due to the bus present, I couldn't see clearly, all I could see was a taxi turning from opposite road. But I know something was wrong. I speed up my pace towards the bus, then, I peep and saw a truck bang on a boy about 15-16 years old. I rushed towards that young boy. Seeing his cramp expression on his face, I asked him is he ok? (Jokingly I asked Do You Need CPR? I can do for you. As I just learnt from the programme)Then suddenly a helping hand came out of no where wanting to help him up. I shouted NO!! You don't know where are the injuries. (Acted like a Pro) I continued asking that boy where were you hit? He said chest. So I said can someone call 995 (For those noob who didn't know, this is an ambulance number) while myself take out my handphone and dialed 995 (LOLx). I passed the phone to YF, asking him to talk to the operator repoting that there's an accident. After he reported, we continued walking back towards their home. Feeling sadly I asked, are we leaving him? They answered Yar, there's nothing that we can do. Hate to agree with them but I still followed them because there's really nothing I can do. Praise GOD for the efficiency of the Aumbulance, it was fast, quick, lightning speed (Exaggerated). Well, after reaching YF's house, Grace decided to take a cab home. So we sent her on the cab. Me and YF walked back toward his house void deck bus stop to take 157 (I took 198 thou). While we are on our way, he suddenly tell me that I think you must go home and do homework ok. I think you can de, but just a little bit lazy only. Then, somehow, we saw the Ambulance drive pass us again. He said to me :"I think you are very brave leh" I was like :" Why?" Then He commented my reaction furing the accident. I was like Orhxx... Hahahax.. Not bad mahx.. Got praised for being brave.. lolx... Hahahax..
THANKS ar YUE FENG !! !!
Too much to the extent that I no longer know which is priority.
Too much to the extent that I no longer know what am I supposed to feel.
All I want is God to teach me how to love unloveable people like gays, elderly,
annoying people ( thou i'm one of them too ), attention seeking people. Lord,
I know deeply in my heart that You've come not for the saved but for the lost.
I'm trying my best, but sometimes it just happended that I dislike them. Elderly,
I love them of course but not to the extent that Lynn can do it. I don't want to use the word "CALLED" because I belive we are to love another like ourselves. Lord, teach me how to do it. Annoying people , they simply annoying!! gRRrr.. Don't want to talk about it le.
Disappointment
I told some people that I was extremely disappointed. People asked me in return
why are you disappointed? I asked myself why? Then I got the answer.
Because I expect and consequence is diasppointment. Then, people asked again,
why would you expect in the first place? I search for the answer thru my brain.
Answer pop up, because I cared. People asked again why would you care then?
I got the answer immediately, because I loved. The moral of the story is that we
bound to be disappointed by others while we expect them to do something.
So what are we supposed to do when we are disappointed? My theory. I said!! It's my theory. Give them a second chance and then third chance and then fourth chance and give till you felt that it's enough, it's beyond your longsuffering ability already.
Then give up. But giving up =X= giving up totally. There's a thing which we can do for them. That's pray. Pray to GOD that they'll realise that they are actually wrong.
Pray that GOD'd make them realise that they are actually unteachable. Then,
you still love them, pray for them and wait for GOD to work in them.
This is specially dedicated to those who disapppointed me and visited my blog.
You know who you are.
If you feel offended.
Do show me attitude.
Ultimately I'll still pray for you, because prayer works wonder. Do you believe?
Surprise
Today, was the CIVICs boring lesson ( I Thought ) Because it was something like Emergency preparedness programme, but eventually it was good. I shall skip all the nonsense that I've created. I shall go straight to the point. In actual fact, I enjoyed the whole programme. Learnt a couple of things. After that me, YF, Grace, Roy, AL, Ben and XH went for dinner. After dinner, YF & Grace decided to walk home (obviously that their home is quite near). While we were talking and walking happily. I suddenly hear I *bam* sound. Due to the bus present, I couldn't see clearly, all I could see was a taxi turning from opposite road. But I know something was wrong. I speed up my pace towards the bus, then, I peep and saw a truck bang on a boy about 15-16 years old. I rushed towards that young boy. Seeing his cramp expression on his face, I asked him is he ok? (Jokingly I asked Do You Need CPR? I can do for you. As I just learnt from the programme)Then suddenly a helping hand came out of no where wanting to help him up. I shouted NO!! You don't know where are the injuries. (Acted like a Pro) I continued asking that boy where were you hit? He said chest. So I said can someone call 995 (For those noob who didn't know, this is an ambulance number) while myself take out my handphone and dialed 995 (LOLx). I passed the phone to YF, asking him to talk to the operator repoting that there's an accident. After he reported, we continued walking back towards their home. Feeling sadly I asked, are we leaving him? They answered Yar, there's nothing that we can do. Hate to agree with them but I still followed them because there's really nothing I can do. Praise GOD for the efficiency of the Aumbulance, it was fast, quick, lightning speed (Exaggerated). Well, after reaching YF's house, Grace decided to take a cab home. So we sent her on the cab. Me and YF walked back toward his house void deck bus stop to take 157 (I took 198 thou). While we are on our way, he suddenly tell me that I think you must go home and do homework ok. I think you can de, but just a little bit lazy only. Then, somehow, we saw the Ambulance drive pass us again. He said to me :"I think you are very brave leh" I was like :" Why?" Then He commented my reaction furing the accident. I was like Orhxx... Hahahax.. Not bad mahx.. Got praised for being brave.. lolx... Hahahax..
THANKS ar YUE FENG !! !!