30th Nov 2005
Persistency and stubbornness is just a line difference. According to Little Oxford Dictionary, it means continuing to do something in spite of obstacles. While stubborn means obstinate, inflexible, unyielding or not changing one’s mind under pressure or persuasion. So what’s the difference between both of them? And how should we classify ourselves in which category? Actually I also don’t know. What I do know is only that persistency is used on good attitude while stubbornness is used on negative attitude. After all, the ruler is in your hand. We have to think, if it’s right to keep on doing what’s not improving or to ask elders or someone with authority for another way. Persistency is exactly what we need in our life, to strive on in our studies, career, and family and of course winning souls. But we could not afford to have stubbornness in us. Being persistent is good especially when we are dealing with relationship. When a boy is chasing after a lady, being persistent may help in to touch the lady’s heart. But, what if when persistent had became stubbornness? Wouldn’t the lady get frustrated, angry, and fed-up with the boy? Isn’t the boy putting himself in such an awkward situation? On other hand, what if the lady is just trying to test his heart only? And the boy just gave up because he doesn’t his loved one to hate him. Haix… why the world is so chim?
Early in the morning at 10:25:23am our dear Cg member Lynn Choo smsed me, Felicia and Ray to ask if we are still meeting for dinner before their BS start. I didn’t reply because obviously that I’m still “resting” lahx. However at 11:06:25am when our dear Cg member Ray Lee smsed that mou mou ren is treating them to eat swensen so they may not be able to meet me for dinner but Thank God that Ray is still a man. Because he asked me to go with they all. Anyway, I said I’d go but in the end I didn’t turn up. And so many things happened in between this period of time, I guess. I’m lazy and would not like to mention about it because it’s not something good. Anyway, the fun part was when Bernard, Felicia, Ray and I went to Lynn’s house. When alighted at the bus stop, we met someone/something that’s causes Felicia to react super extremely funny. That’s cockroaches!!!! Buahahax… Poor Felicia was being “pushed” by me towards the creeping cockroaches, she was so “high” that she screamed “EEEeeeeeee~!!!!” felt so bad for scaring her, however this isn’t the most *ahem* part. The best part was when we’re on our way to Lynn’s house, I used my finger to grab Felicia leg and shouted “cockroaches” and there she goes again “EEEeeeeeee~!!!!” Haix… Seriously, I wanted to say sorry to my dear Cg member Felicia for scaring her at all times. Sorry Felicia. =)
~ [ Fading Off ] ~
Persistency and stubbornness is just a line difference. According to Little Oxford Dictionary, it means continuing to do something in spite of obstacles. While stubborn means obstinate, inflexible, unyielding or not changing one’s mind under pressure or persuasion. So what’s the difference between both of them? And how should we classify ourselves in which category? Actually I also don’t know. What I do know is only that persistency is used on good attitude while stubbornness is used on negative attitude. After all, the ruler is in your hand. We have to think, if it’s right to keep on doing what’s not improving or to ask elders or someone with authority for another way. Persistency is exactly what we need in our life, to strive on in our studies, career, and family and of course winning souls. But we could not afford to have stubbornness in us. Being persistent is good especially when we are dealing with relationship. When a boy is chasing after a lady, being persistent may help in to touch the lady’s heart. But, what if when persistent had became stubbornness? Wouldn’t the lady get frustrated, angry, and fed-up with the boy? Isn’t the boy putting himself in such an awkward situation? On other hand, what if the lady is just trying to test his heart only? And the boy just gave up because he doesn’t his loved one to hate him. Haix… why the world is so chim?
Early in the morning at 10:25:23am our dear Cg member Lynn Choo smsed me, Felicia and Ray to ask if we are still meeting for dinner before their BS start. I didn’t reply because obviously that I’m still “resting” lahx. However at 11:06:25am when our dear Cg member Ray Lee smsed that mou mou ren is treating them to eat swensen so they may not be able to meet me for dinner but Thank God that Ray is still a man. Because he asked me to go with they all. Anyway, I said I’d go but in the end I didn’t turn up. And so many things happened in between this period of time, I guess. I’m lazy and would not like to mention about it because it’s not something good. Anyway, the fun part was when Bernard, Felicia, Ray and I went to Lynn’s house. When alighted at the bus stop, we met someone/something that’s causes Felicia to react super extremely funny. That’s cockroaches!!!! Buahahax… Poor Felicia was being “pushed” by me towards the creeping cockroaches, she was so “high” that she screamed “EEEeeeeeee~!!!!” felt so bad for scaring her, however this isn’t the most *ahem* part. The best part was when we’re on our way to Lynn’s house, I used my finger to grab Felicia leg and shouted “cockroaches” and there she goes again “EEEeeeeeee~!!!!” Haix… Seriously, I wanted to say sorry to my dear Cg member Felicia for scaring her at all times. Sorry Felicia. =)
~ [ Fading Off ] ~
01 Nov 2005
` Guilt `
Feeling guilty is a big obstacle in our walk with God. We need to recognize that we are not perfect and that we do sin against God. After we sinned, we feel extremely guilty because we’ve let God down. But God says that we should repent after we sinned then forgive and forget our sin as God forgave us. Say is always easier than done, who would not agree with it? We proclaim God’s forgiveness on the surface yet deep in our heart we do not forgive ourselves and could not pick ourselves up from our past failure. God teaches us to walk out from our darkness and walk into His glory. Again, say is always easier than done. What should we do? What should we do? God, please teach me how to walk through this life, this wonderful life with great sufferings.
When God called us into His eternal Glory, feeling guilty we tell God that “God, thank you for your kindness, but I’m not worthy of You” But God says “No Son, you are worthy, more than worthy for Me to send my beloved son Jesus Christ to die for you. Why to you doubt that? Why do you hesitate?”
Ahhhhhhh JESUS!!!!!!!
~ [ Left by tormented soul with a ROar ARRghhhh ] ~
` Guilt `
Feeling guilty is a big obstacle in our walk with God. We need to recognize that we are not perfect and that we do sin against God. After we sinned, we feel extremely guilty because we’ve let God down. But God says that we should repent after we sinned then forgive and forget our sin as God forgave us. Say is always easier than done, who would not agree with it? We proclaim God’s forgiveness on the surface yet deep in our heart we do not forgive ourselves and could not pick ourselves up from our past failure. God teaches us to walk out from our darkness and walk into His glory. Again, say is always easier than done. What should we do? What should we do? God, please teach me how to walk through this life, this wonderful life with great sufferings.
When God called us into His eternal Glory, feeling guilty we tell God that “God, thank you for your kindness, but I’m not worthy of You” But God says “No Son, you are worthy, more than worthy for Me to send my beloved son Jesus Christ to die for you. Why to you doubt that? Why do you hesitate?”
Ahhhhhhh JESUS!!!!!!!
~ [ Left by tormented soul with a ROar ARRghhhh ] ~
02 Nov 2005
Devils``
I stared at this screen for more than a long time which you could imagine, yet my mind was blank and do not know what to write. Because there are too many things in my mind that I wanted to say, but they are the evil ideas brought by the devil. I had to stand strong in God to fight back and bind the devil in Jesus name. But, it’s so tiring and I may just give up one day and I might backslide again but this only shows that I’m not strong in God. Thou this is the so called self-prophesying yet I can’t help but to think it that way. Maybe many people will encourage, inspire and what so ever to help me. But brethren, do you not realise that a man can be helped only if he wanted to be helped? God promised to help “man”, but if “man” refuses God’s help, what can God do? Because God gave us the every “Rights and Power” to choose.
Ahhhhhh… I can’t continue writing.
~ [ Left by a Crying Tormented Soul ] ~
Devils``
I stared at this screen for more than a long time which you could imagine, yet my mind was blank and do not know what to write. Because there are too many things in my mind that I wanted to say, but they are the evil ideas brought by the devil. I had to stand strong in God to fight back and bind the devil in Jesus name. But, it’s so tiring and I may just give up one day and I might backslide again but this only shows that I’m not strong in God. Thou this is the so called self-prophesying yet I can’t help but to think it that way. Maybe many people will encourage, inspire and what so ever to help me. But brethren, do you not realise that a man can be helped only if he wanted to be helped? God promised to help “man”, but if “man” refuses God’s help, what can God do? Because God gave us the every “Rights and Power” to choose.
Ahhhhhh… I can’t continue writing.
~ [ Left by a Crying Tormented Soul ] ~