guilt creeping
for a person to pursuit perfection
guilt always, never fail to grip and bind your heart
guilt about not being able to meet certain target
guilt about not being able to meet certain goal
guilt about not being able to meet certain requirement
guilt about not being able to meet certain expectations
guilt about not being able to meet certain needs
guilt about not being able to attend classes
101 things which you can feel guilty about
i really really really wish i could share this out loud
but i can't
hey friends, seriously i might fade unwillingly being forced by the nature
went to gym today
after my 1st set of exercise
if you realise, i actually almost fainted due to the difficulty in breathing
but i didn't really care about it and continue do my 2nd set, my 3rd set
to me, this little sickness should not and could not and definitely WILL NOT keep me staying at where i am right now
so what if i faint?
i will get up, go to a side and rest then pick myself up again
YES, i know i'm a little bit TOO HARD on myself
but friend, i don't want to see any more regrets in my life
i'm not even talking about cheerleading now
its just
PLEASE, no more regrets
Ken's heart is probably a forest as thick as the amazon
which you search through up and down and you couldn't find the core
Today, my friend comment this
"Ken, I think you're really a very strong guy"
Hey friend, you're not the first one who tells me that
and i know that myself
i'm trying to be strong because i don't want to appear weak
this entry was rather messed up and mixed up
because there are too many thoughts in my mind now
and i can't focus
ken is in a state of *WHATEVER MAKES YOU HAPPY*
ps: when i tears in front of you one day, please collect my tears
for a person to pursuit perfection
guilt always, never fail to grip and bind your heart
guilt about not being able to meet certain target
guilt about not being able to meet certain goal
guilt about not being able to meet certain requirement
guilt about not being able to meet certain expectations
guilt about not being able to meet certain needs
guilt about not being able to attend classes
101 things which you can feel guilty about
i really really really wish i could share this out loud
but i can't
hey friends, seriously i might fade unwillingly being forced by the nature
went to gym today
after my 1st set of exercise
if you realise, i actually almost fainted due to the difficulty in breathing
but i didn't really care about it and continue do my 2nd set, my 3rd set
to me, this little sickness should not and could not and definitely WILL NOT keep me staying at where i am right now
so what if i faint?
i will get up, go to a side and rest then pick myself up again
YES, i know i'm a little bit TOO HARD on myself
but friend, i don't want to see any more regrets in my life
i'm not even talking about cheerleading now
its just
PLEASE, no more regrets
Ken's heart is probably a forest as thick as the amazon
which you search through up and down and you couldn't find the core
Today, my friend comment this
"Ken, I think you're really a very strong guy"
Hey friend, you're not the first one who tells me that
and i know that myself
i'm trying to be strong because i don't want to appear weak
this entry was rather messed up and mixed up
because there are too many thoughts in my mind now
and i can't focus
ken is in a state of *WHATEVER MAKES YOU HAPPY*
ps: when i tears in front of you one day, please collect my tears