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21 June 2007

No doubt that I still have yet broken through

That every time when God lays His hand at me and pushes me a little

I resisted it and told God: "God, I can't do it. I have too much failures and I will not do it right wan"

And God pushes me some more

I resisted it some more



No doubt I am building up a wall against God
To protect my inner wounds
I am like saying “God, You can touch all these, You can change all these EXCEPT THESE wounds”




I believe that this is one of the reason that keeps me away from God.
“God, between You and these wounds.”
“I will choose to protect these wounds instead of revealing them for Your treatment”
“Sorry Lord, if I could not enter your kingdom then I will leave”
Its simply FORTIFIED



Failures, failures and more failures
I failed.
I walked again.
Then I failed again.
But I walked again.
Until I failed again.
And I never walk anymore.
And I am still here when I thought I already moving.
What a joke.
Ha ha ha ha ha haaaaaaaa ~~



“Ken, Ken, Ken.” God called
But Ken pretended that he never hears it
“Ken, Ken, Ken.” God called again
Yet, Ken still pretend that he never hears it
Then God never call again.
#End of story#

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